Hi, my name is Lucy.

I'm a trans woman from Paris, and recently what's between my legs has been pushing my mind to thoughts of self-mutilation.

I'm utterly repulsed by a part of my own body to a point that I feel the need to avoid seeing myself in the nude, and to constantly find ways to reduce the "feeling" of it being there.

When I transitioned it was because I was uncomfortable, but now I'm in agony.

I'm barely holding myself together on the daily, and at my worst I struggle not to consider the irrevocable.

Nothing could have prepared me for this feeling, and only one thing will make the feeling go away.

With bottom surgery I could finally live a normal life, no discomfort, no shame, no dysphoria, but unfortunately, it costs 14'000€.

Donations from this site go directly to the account where I'm keeping my savings to pay for the surgery.

My hope is to get the surgery by the end of this year.

This gofundme is pretty much my only hope of funding it, so I beg of anyone who can to help me.