To be vulnerable and ask for help is the farthest thing from being comfortable. Working with the Social Worker here she reminds me that if people want to help and can they will. *Grumbling* Fine. Here it goes; I've over promised and can only under deliver. My FMLA has run out. Work has been gracious enough to grant my position be held but I'm on unpaid leave as of 09/02 with 81 hours of PTO to pay me with, my job is held until 11/23, I just won't have means to pay bills or obviously make disney magic happen, the Social Worker is doing what she can where she can.

Best laid plans and Wishes:

Over a year ago I put in for time off in October to help Keigan celebrate turning 18, since his favorite things in the world are Disney Villains, I wanted to take him to Disneyland. With his health decline I put off getting tickets to the Halloween party they have and they unfortunately sold out, the Fall season is when one would most likely be able to do a meet and greet with the Villans besides the Oogie Boogie Bash party.

My heart keeps breaking that I'm falling short, that life won't let up, and that I'm not in a position to make wishes come true.

I'm mortified to ask for more support, we did already ask for making Keigan's travel wish list items happen via Go Fund Me. We all struggle, and times are so tough. I want to be transparent and brutally honest as possible, we need help if possible please.