HELP GET ME OUT OF ALABAMA

UPDATE 1/25/25

Unsurprisingly, my situation has gotten worse. I'd really like to get out of here- I don't care where anymore, just anywhere far away.

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My name is Julien, but you might know me as the artist StarGazaar on multiple social media platforms. As some of you may know, I am a transgender man, as well as an abuse survivor.

To make a long story short, I currently live with my abuser and it is severely draining my mental health. I have been abused physically, emotionally, and sexually by a family member since my teenage years; said family member has also become extremely transphobic and made harmful remarks during my transition, urging me to detransition. Additionally, I have been threatened with homelessness on multiple occassions due to my mental illness. I live an entire state away from the only members of my family who would be willing to house me if this were to happen.

As a result of all of this, I am left with numerous health issues - mainly psychosis and PSTD - as well as a fear of physical contact. Not to mention how draining mentally it is to live with someone like this. So, as soon as I graduate in May I plan on moving out- ideally extremely far away.

I hate feeling like a beggar. I truly do. But with the state of the world I've found myself entirely unable to work and find steady income for myself. As a transgender man living in Alabama, it feels like nobody wants to be around me. It feels almost humiliating to say, but I cannot do this by myself anymore. I've tried as hard as I can, and nobody has been willing to hire me or even hear me out. Online work has proven unsuccessful as well.

Any bit helps.