Dallas Cancer Fund

My name is Dallas and I'm 29.  I have 3 handsome men in my life.  My husband Devin, my 3yr. old son Dillon, and my 10mo. old son Dustin.   I was a "Mom In Charge" who worked as a hair stylist and took care of everyone and have now been diagnosed with Invasive Ductal Carcinoma Breast Cancer.  It's also positive for proteins & estrogen which means it's a bad type of breast cancer which will reoccur!  I keep hearing the word wierd come out of the doctor's mouths because I'm so young with no family history and the type of cancer.  I found the lump a little over 2 mos. ago and since then, I've been to numerous Doctors,  tested, poked & prodded.   They found mulitple areas of concern in both my breasts, my lymph nodes are enlarged and with this type of breast cancer, the Doctors have decided to do a bi-lateral Mastectomy followed by Chemo and Radiation!   I've gone from breast feeding my baby to weaning him before either of us were ready and I'm having to explain to my 3yr. old why I'm having my breasts removed.  I'm doing this GoFundMe in hopes of raising money to help pay for my co-pays, nutritional supplements, healthy organic food, a juicer, baby formula, and funds to pay for pre-school for my 3 yr. old.  We live with my in-laws for support and my mom has even moved into my in-laws RV so she can be here to try to help me while my husband is at work.  With the dbl mastectomy I won't be able to hold or carry my baby until healed, at which time my chemo will start.  Not holding my babies breaks my heart!   The Doctors are guesstimating I'll be in treatment  for the next 6 to 12 months.  This is a very humbling experience and very difficult for me to ask for help.  I'm afraid of the unknown.  I don't want my babies to be without a mommy and it's so easy to slip into denial because there is so much to think about and so many decisions and it just gets really overwhelming at times.  I know the path ahead of me is going to be painful surgery, and days of unbelievable sickness from the chemo, and then painful radiation.  It's Cancer and it's scary but I'm trying to be positive for me and my family.   GoFundMe is about money but if I could ask for your prayers I would be so grateful.  Thank you!!!