Help put our mom to rest .

I don’t know where to start of but besides hoping I can put my mom to rest the way she wanted to be .

My mom tamatha was the most strong beautiful kind person iv ever known she was a fighter she always knew what she wanted. When she loved she loved hard .

my mom wasn’t perfect no body is she Battled a drug addiction for many many years is 2018 she went in for open heart surgery when she got out she had lost everything her home her car her dogs she was Determined to get back on her feet and she did but it wasn’t easy for She knew the only thing she knew how to do is just to numb the pain but that never changed her for caring and being a good friend a sister a mother and grandmother ! Unfortunately she for sicker and a year ago I moved her in she got clean and she was fighting for a better life she was ready she. Was amazing grandma to her grand babies I loved watching her smile and laugh and see her have a life she has always wanted we made so many good memories and I’ll always be forever thankful but unfortunately as hard as she tried to fight and get better her heart was just giving up . She was getting tired and weaker every day she went in as a outpatient to have a surgery done and that couldn’t continue it her body wasn’t strong enough. She ended up in the icu and was still fighting her wish before was to have both of her daughter together and we made it happen so now I beg whoever can to help me and my sister put our mom to rest the way she wanted to be . Thank you .