Help me with the last step to reach stability to have a home

As someone who's been trying to get their life together with no family, and help from people who provided what they could. I no longer want to make content anymore, but want the job opportunities I've been offered, they understand I can't start till I have a stable place to live. Getting genuine donations or selling content out of survival my money gets drained from hotels and it's difficult to save. I am someone who's facing the world alone and gets faced with predators and wronged when I am trying. I've lost everything I worked for in the 6 years I rebuilt in Wisconsin and was given to aweful people by the family that didn't want to give me the chance to come back and get it. So I lost everything last year (2024). I would like to substain a normal life of independence. I do not want to continue with content due to the aweful things I had to do in my journey just to survive. I have alibis for everything I did not want to do to survive what I could in the time of desperation, and get harrasssed about it till this day by one's who want to provoke, law enforcement is aware, and it's taken care of. Through out this long journey of survival mode I am an easy target with no one behind me. I have to appreciate the little help I can get. I am not anyone's problem, and no one has to help me was the hard truth. I'm someone who's survived terrible unfortunate events since 2017. I am someone who is trying. I've lost so much money due to hotel's and getting from the next thing to the next. It's been years of prying on my suffering. People who've seen me on the side of the curb, or a smile on their face when they see me suffering. Sick people encourage a life like mine by adding more than I've managed to endure. I've seen the worst sides of the world. I'm not someone who sits in my shit. I've always solutioned solved my own problems. There's nothing hard to understand about what I've gone through, and the hard truth was no one wants anything to do with someone like my life with it being too much to handle. I am someone who was thrown to the wolves and left for dead. I believe people are intimidated by me because they see I have potential in so many things I'm kept from. I'm deserving to be treated like a human. I'm deserving of help. I have a story. I want people to know the things that have been done to me through out the roads and state jumping not by choice but to survive. People I've faced that stole, destroyed, the abuse. I am not someone who chooses to live like this I'm explaining myself to all of what I can and more if asked from terrible people who have told ones who have witnessed and part taken to speak on my behalf I'm manipulative, I'm being coddled, and being pushed, and question why would I stop selling videos online?

I could never do what was done to me unto another life. I need this spiritual awakening to come at an end. I wont throw my life away even if it didn't end. I don't blame the people who didn't want to participate in parenting or just up and quit. I used too along time ago. If I could look at all of them I'd just want to tell them you missed out. I'll learn from all the wrongs and mistakes just to never be anything like a wolf in sheep's clothing playing devil's advocate.