Im really nervous about doing this or even asking for help.... but I do need help and that’s okay.
I have one of the biggest consultations of my life February 10th in New York with Dr. Harrison Lee for FFS (facial feminization surgery). As a trans person some things have been dealt to me and this is something In the cards for me that I need to feel most safe and to finally feel like the woman I am on the inside. I’m so tired of laying in bed at night in tears because of dysphoria and not even wanting to go out some days because of what I see in the mirror. This isn’t about being pretty or hot this is for my happinesses. I’m tired of people staring at me and whispering “is that dude?” And worrying about my safety in public when this is something I can’t just fix on my own, It rips me apart.
Anyone who knows me knows how hard I work. Working multiple jobs, doing multiple shows through out the week. Sometimes I work Then do a show till 12:30 to work my day job the next morning then another show that night, then wake up Sunday morning to do another then one more at night.. I’m always trying to hustle to love everyday life but to also try and save for this life changing surgery. The point is I’m putting in the work cause I want this SOOOOO bad. It just is sooo expensive because I want to go to the right person that I trust and the best of the best when it comes to such a HUGE series of procedures. I have to travel to a whole other state for about two weeks, take about two months off, and the cost of surgery alone is very hefty...
So here I am Landon Patterson asking for help.. Any support and donation big or small would help in any way whether it’s $1 or $100 it matters and counts. It helps me get one step closer to the woman I dream of being at night. Again you do not have do donate and I definitely don’t want you to feel sorry but if you do want to support me you don’t know how much it means to me. I will be recording and documenting the whole process for all my donators, supporters, and myself. I feel like it’s my duty to share this journey with those who helped me and those going through what I’m going through.
I love you guys thank you for so much. Thank you for giving me the gift of finally getting to look like the woman I am on the inside! Xoxoxo
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