Hello My Name Is Ke’Asia White , On 5/2/2021 at 3:54am I gave birth to my beautiful angel Za’Riyah Leilani White . I was only 20 weeks and 6 days , I had just got to my half mark of my pregnancy!!! 4 days before this I was in the hospital due to bleeding , at the time I was only 20 weeks and 2 days , At the time I was 4cm dilated already , They said my baby was kicking through my cervixs , and being I had dilated so much she could come at any time , They told me they wanted her to stay in until 22 weeks so they could try to resuscitate her , being I was so early it was nothing they could do . They sent me back home at that time , when I was 20 weeks and 2 days , a day later I was back in the hospital due to feeling wetness , My water had broke . I stayed in the hospital that night . Later that night , I started bleeding really bad , they said I was 10 cm dilated , my baby was coming at 20 weeks and 6 days , at 3:54 my baby was born , 12.6 ounces , 10 inches long . Most tiny , beautifulest thing I’ve ever seen , She breathed on her own for 1 hour , she passed away on my chest at 5am . The worst feeling I’ve ever had , I feel so broken , alone , hurt , I keep finding myself asking and questioning god why me ? Lord knows I’d change places with my baby in a heart beat . Now my daughter is in Uva Hospital basically in someone’s fridge , I’m trying to find peace for me and my child . So I need this help to cremate my baby so I can at least keep her as part of me , y’all don’t know how hard it is letting go . If anybody can help with anything , it would really be appreciated at this time . Thank you’ll so much for the love & support during this hard time ! Much Love .