Hi, my name is Jeanette and most of you know that my husband CJ passed away very unexpectedly. Never in a million years did I think I would be planning his funeral anytime soon.  I am pretty certain that we are all still in shock and disbelief. Honestly, I'm just trying to get by day by day as best I can and trying to comprehend what happened.  I miss him, I feel a little lost without him.  I don't have anyone's hand to hold anymore when I need that reassurance.  Time is so precious...when you walk out that door, make sure to tell your loved ones that you love them.  It could be the last thing you say to each other.