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Hi, my name is Paz, and I am a disabled Trans-NB Lesbian trying to escape abuse and free myself from the whims of a Narcissist. I have a safe place to go to, but unfortunately, I WILL need help making sure that I will be able to cover a few costs, as I’m leaving nearly everything I have in the world behind for the chance at a real start. What that includes is:

- A new bed and bed frame

- A desk (to work at on my laptop)

- Desk chair

- Food costs

- Toiletries (I will have none)

- Storage

This move is what I desperately need to be safe, so please help me be comfortable, too. I’m losing a room full of shit I paid for all my own, and without help from community, it will take me an uncomfortable amount of time to re-furnish it.

The details of my situation, if you’re wanting to know, are:

Around 2 years ago, I escaped a 5 year domestic abuse situation where I was being held in a basement. I lived in a schedule. When I ate, when I showered, when I used the bathroom– I had no freedom, no privacy, and was under constant threat. My family took me from there in the middle of the night when I was capable of getting to them to ask for help, but that same family has been almost as much of a damage to my physical and mental health.

I’ve been threatened with knives, I have no privacy or agency, I am not allowed to get or maintain a steady job because I’m expected to raise the young children of a neglectful mother, any penny of my money is funneled out of my account as soon as it’s existence is learned of, and both my disabling Sciatica and severe burnout are met with 0 empathy.

I cannot continue to live like this. I have made 2 attempts on my life since living here and if I’m forced to stay, I may have a 3rd. I feel like I’m barely alive half the time anymore. I don’t feel human. I don’t feel like I have the luxury of choice anymore. I want that back. I have an opportunity for real recovery, but I realize I can’t do it on my own anymore, so here I am.

Anything helps at all. I just want to live.

Thank you <3

( This campaign is being run by Jupi! All proceeds are going to Paz. :) Anything over the raised limit will be going to help Paz be able to rest and recover! )