So much has been happening too me and I don’t understand why...why would Hashem make us suffer like this? I believe there is a reason for everything.

I’m a strong woman but sometimes I just breakdown crying. Because it is really hard.

I’m 37 years old , divorced mother w 4 kids.

My son was in the hospital for 3 weeks w a break down. My daughter was in the hospital for 5 days w an implant infection and I fainted in the shower had blood coming out of my head. But bh only stayed one night. 2 of my kids had covid 19 but w no symptoms. So I took off working for the summer bc my son who was in hospital needs me and I need to recover from all this. Not only am I struggling financially but sometimes I feel this can really benefit the kids and i. 

I can’t send them to camp this year bc I’m terrified of the covid 19 and going through it all again.

I normally babysit during the day for 3 families in crown heights  , it was good income on the side but now my children really need me and my attention.


Since I’m not working this summer and still have bills to pay , groceries to buy , and I can’t even go anywhere w there kids because right now New York hasn’t hit stage 4 yet. Things will cost money and I’m asking for  your help . If you can help me out that would really be amazing and so appreciate. I know it’s hard for everyone but any amount will help.  i would like to give the kids a good summer.

I’m also left with hospital bills my insurance didn’t pick up.

PayPal is: [email redacted]
Zelle is : 3479516099 or [email redacted]

I would really appreciate any help I can get.


Thank you from all of us