please see 'update' section below first. 
it is with a broken concrete heart to be sharing that my husband, love of my life for over 10 years and friend since 12 years old, passed suddenly in the very early morning of Tuesday, May 17th. i cannot believe i was lucky enough to have known him more than half of my life and now will have to live the rest of my life without him. our kids meant the absolute world to him. there is no man in this world that would do as much for his wife and kids, through absolutely every up and down we went through together. i know he is with us and he knows i will die myself doing everything in my power to give our children the best life they can live as they grow up the rest of their lives without their daddy.

 

i could write a novel however, never in my life have i been so concerned for our little families future. this is why our friends, family, and i have decided to try and raise some money so we can send him off in the way he would want us to, and celebrate him with our best memories and laughs, and let his spirit rest.

 

im no fan of being in a financial pit, but it is going to be a tough few weeks, months, and years im sure. it is crucial to me chandler knows his children would be taken care of. this money would go to their education, sports, extra curriculars, and hopefully some fun new memories in special places to celebrate our chandler and spread his ashes as many special places to us across the world.

 

i can feel him with me so strongly, and want him to be celebrated and spread his soul and energy all around, so maybe if you all are lucky enough his energy will reach you too.

 

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH CHANDLER MANN.

I WILL DO EVERYTHING FOR OUR KIDS AND YOUR MEMORY

1,2,3 (only chandler knows what that means, lol)

 

thank you to our family and friends who are family.

 

Kaylie.