A Beautiful Nightmare

On the 11th of January 2011, my life changed forever and I was gifted the most beautiful gift, my boy, Jamal Josiah Malik Ringrose.

I am so grateful and blessed to have been chosen to be your mother. These 15yrs have been my best and ultimate sidequest of all time, I wouldn’t have changed ANYTHING.

Now on the 4th of June at 5.53am, you joined your Grandad 3 days before his 12 year anniversary.

Jamal you changed me for the better, i grew from a child to a woman with the honour of being a mother throughout to the most beautiful, handsome, stunning, charming, brave, charismatic, talented, loving, kind hearted, hilarious, protective, intelligent, strong, ambitious, caring young man to have graced this earth.

You are so special! You are so loved! And JAMAL you were always wanted!!!

Jamal the out pouring of love for you is so overwhelmingly beautiful, my heart is full and proud of you for being such an upstanding part of the community at such a young age.

I raised you right!

Jamal you deserve to have the best send off and celebration of life!

I am asking for all of those that love Jamal or have been touched by his story, if your are able to assist me in honouring Jamal, that would be greatly appreciated to ensure he has the funeral fitting for the young king he is.

Additionally, all of his friends he has left behind deserve a safe space and event to come together and celebrate, have fun and feel safe, so I would like to organise a celebration of life specifically for the young people also.

I LOVE YOU ETERNALLY, My Habibi and I look forward to the day I can say, hello my friend. Thank you once again for choosing me to be your Mum

Your village will get you justice and we will celebrate you!