As most of you already know, after 23 years, I'm jobless for the first time in my life. I'm working hard to find something quickly, but the bills don't stop coming just because you can't pay them.

This is my year of rebuilding. I was on a track to making things better, and this is a really tough blow. Asking for help is something I'm not very good at, and probably a lot of why I'm in the spot I'm in now. Pride and embarrassment is a real bia.

The real person who suffers from all this is my kid, and she doesn't deserve that at all. She's honestly the ONLY thing I've gotten right in my entire life. Knowing that she's going to suffer because of me is a HORRIBLE feeling.

I'm building my resume and putting everything out into the world, signed up for all the side jobs I can, and praying I land on my feet sooner than later. If you can help, and feel it in your heart to, I'd be forever grateful. If you're not in the position to, just send prayers, or positive vibes. I know I will come out stronger on the other side of this. I just have to make it there.