
Help Overcome Financial and Health Struggles
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Hello my beautiful friends.
Thank you for taking a minute of your day to come to my page. I am currently uninsured, and desperately need to go see a doctor for some issues I've been pushing aside for the past couple of months, since I have not felt in a place financially to be able to get the help I need. (about $500 dollars just to see the doctor- past due bill, plus a physical cost, office visit, plus possible labwork that they have said I may need).
I am also calling on the support of my community for a little extra help getting back on my feet so that I can try to get ahead of my monthly recurring bills. I have an outstanding balance due at my doctor for the last time I went and was unable to pay ($200) and the physical and office visit start at about ($300). I've been really struggling the past year to just keep a float in financially supporting myself. I've thought of giving up what I love doing to try to find something with a bit more of a steady income, which is a move I think I may need to make for myself in 2025.
It's so hard for me because I want to keep doing what I love and helping people the best I can, but I have come to see I am in an awful cycle I just can't seem to shift myself out of. I usually hustle my tush off the last week and first week of the month, just to be able to pay my bills, then I am so exhausted and burnt out it takes me anywhere between a week or two following to gain my energy back, just to try to show up to do the same thing. I wish I wasn't in this cycle. I want to feel rejuvenated and empowered when I show up for everyone. I want to feel rested and nourished. I am having such a hard time doing so with this cycle I am in.
I can't keep doing this, because I've realized the toll it is taking on my health and I am worried about me. It feels embarrassing to ask for help, but I know that there are some of you in my community who feel really supported by the work that I do, and I am calling on you.
Please consider making a donation (all donations help large and small) to help support me and my work and my wellbeing. I plan to use about ($500 to see the doctor, and hopefully I don't need a bunch of labwork done). The rest is to help me take care of my rent, utilities and to put food on my table (It's been months since I actually did a real grocery trip.) Any and all of your donations will be used for necessary bills to live. I've been trying to get ahead the past 6 months, with little success. I can't keep going and showing up at the rate I am without making some big changes. I've implemented a lot of changes recently I think will help support my long-term wellbeing and I've been trying my best to do it on my own. I appreciate you taking the time to read this.
If I've made any kind of difference in your life, or on your spiritual path, please consider donating this gofundme I have created.
I don't know what else to do, and this is my last resort. I don't want to give up, I want to keep showing up but I am just drowning. I'm so stressed about money it has affected my health and I'm getting sick. I have also considered where I can get a more consistent job, to help support myself. I don't want to stop showing up for my collective, but I am reaching a point I can't afford to show up as I have been. I just feel so stuck. And it breaks my heart.
Thank you for taking your time to read this and considering sending me a donation. You are deeply appreciated. I also have services available if you'd like to support my work, you can book a service with me instead, if you'd like.
Thank you!
Organizer
Miranda Rose
Organizer
Columbus, OH