Buy Mary Ann some time to figure out what's next.

Those of you who know me know that I am choking on a giant lump of pride right now, but I could really use your help. Since December I have had a series of cerebellar strokes. Most days I can't drive. Some days I can't really walk. I fall down kind of a lot. I forget words, and words were always sort of my thing so you know I hate that. This whole experience started with double vision but a couple weeks ago I couldn't open my left hand . I don't expect it to get better. I am just not capable of holding down a job right now, but applying for disability is a lengthy process. I am unemployed, uninsured, nearing the end of my savings and facing a pretty scary future. I spend a lot of time trapped in my house alone these days which has been rough on my mental health. I feel like I am facing the loss of my Independence, which is something I have always valued. I know that a lot of people are struggling right now and you should absolutely not donate if it's going to make things difficult for you. I would very much appreciate a share or an encouraging note. I am incredibly grateful for those of you who have already checked in on me, or driven me to the grocery store, or taken me out to see a band. I needed that and I thank you.