I am extremely heartbroken to even be in this position.

Not long ago, I received the devastating news that my first baby, G Surles-Rosa, was non viable. After the most traumatic week of my life I will be undergoing a D and C procedure September 4 at Mount Sinai in East Harlem. Baby G was my first child and I was over the moon with excitement when I first saw their heartbeat. They were very real, very loved, and I want nothing more than to be able to bring them home.

The cost of cremation services is far more than I can afford right now. This is a very time sensitive situation as I need to secure these arrangements in order to have some sense of closure. In addition to these immediate expenses I am also facing ongoing financial struggles that have left me with little stability. I am humbly asking for help to cover these costs and to have the chance to begin rebuilding my life after such a devastating loss.

Any contribution, no matter the size, will help me during this dark and painful moment. I am deeply grateful for the outpouring of love and support I have already received and I need my community now more than ever as I try to find a way forward.

Alternatively, donation can be made via cashapp ($ScumLotus) or Zelle (my direct number)

From the bottom of my heart, thank you.