So many of you have helped me and Ella so much from been homeless , that be with food Ella's treats , money to take care of her. So I feel like shit doing this at this time of year.

It's like Ella's last chapter she wanted to introduce me to everyone so when she went she knew I'd be okay.

As many of you know this year has been awful for both us living in a caravan which was very kindly gifted to us. To a family giving Ella' the best last few months of her life in a warm cozy loving family's house.

We went to the vets at animal Trust 27/11/2025 for our 10am appointment where the vet did his routine checks. He then said Ella can't continue she's in pain and the humaine thing to do is let her go. ELLA was sat at the exit of vet and didn't want to move, I gave her water she knocked it over and just laid on me. When we went into the room she give me a kiss and put her head in between my legs. Then when the vet came back and injected the medicine Ella gave me her paw and head and went to sleep with my hand under her

So I had to make the call my best friend my baby my guard dog my protector was taken from me. I had a panic attack as I couldn't process that she wasn't coming with me.

The vets have phoned and said cause I want Ella's ashes so she can see what a strong person she's made me . But they said we only have a 2 week grace period to sort this.

I'm out of work and not receiving anything and still without my own home. I can't stop crying and now thie pressure.

If anyone does or can want to help and let Ella be at piece once and for all honestly I wouldn't be able to thank you enough

I've never been so lost in life if you come into contact with us you will know how string our connection was. Literally gone Thursday now its like 2 weeks to get her back. I didn't want to do this but people said they wanted to finish the chapter of by helping her be at peace once and for all.

The heart ache and keep blaming myself thing what a shit end of her life I give her and to make the decision to let her go was only fair on her.