After ten years of enduring severe mental health struggles and living under the control of a narcissist, I finally made the decision to leave and move back home with my parents at 39. I wasn't able to work or leave without permission and was watched constantly through cameras and GPS monitors. My life became isolated and hopeless, and I lost everything.

The last few years, I spent most days on the couch with the shades drawn, anticipating the sound of his truck, and lost all interest in taking care of myself. I went days without showers, knots in my hair, and often had nothing to eat or drink. I don't know how I let this happen, but it did, and now I'm starting over with nothing. I'm currently sleeping on the floor on top of couch cushions, and my phone is my only window to the world. Thankfully, I've been able to get back to the doctor and dentist, and I'm in therapy for PTSD, depression, and anxiety.

I still need so much help to rebuild my life. Unfortunately due to my mental illnesses Im not able to work, and if you know me this has been my greatest lost, next to having to leave my cats behind. I miss them more than anything. I lost everything I ever knew for ten years and I just wasn't ready for it.

Any and all donations will go toward living essentials, like clothing, shoes, and hygiene products. I hope to one day have a safe place to call my own. The funds will also help with medical needs, therapy, and medications as I work toward a fresh start and healing. I forgot what it feels like to be a person in today's society, but I pray for a second chance.

I'm asking for help on behalf of everyone who's ever felt this low, and for those who never got the chance to ask. I hope to one day be on the other side of this and give back more than just money. Thank you for reading my story, sharing your kindness, and keeping me in your prayers. May God bless you and yours always.