On March 28th, I was informed of the heartbreaking news that my eldest son had passed away. He was truly the most precious gift in my life until that moment. He was born on February 23rd, 1968, and lived in Sioux City, Iowa with his family and his mother. Despite my desire to find closure and deal with the loss, each day only seems to bring more emotional pain. I feel that I require grief counseling. Every moment of the day is consumed by deep sorrow and anguish. Through my GoFundMe page, we have received $1600.00, which allowed me to contribute towards my son's funeral expenses. However, we still need $5000.00, and any contribution would be greatly appreciated.