Breaking the Brain Fantastic.

So far, I have been unable to work due to strokelike episodes and HR has pretty much let me go. While I have cut out many expenses (no more World of Warcraft, etc), things are still a little tight. 

I am still doing amazon mturk work, but the fact is, the click work sector is kind of flooded during the summer. 

I am also working on things like foot pictures, on fetish model sites (I've got glasses, a slight potbelly and feet going for me I guess). I'm still figuring out settings on the cameras I have available as well as trustworthy sites. I mostly want people to know that I'm trying to line things up. 

I have my neurology appointment on the 16th or 19th (They're seeing what's open?). Hopefully a solid diagnosis will mean I can apply for medicaid (lol Texas), and/or work or disability. I'm not super optimistic about work because my limbs go cold and I turn my head, it makes me dizzy. I still have aphasia and strokelike days. It's not great, I promise. Funny sometimes. But not great. 

Throw in my depression like a heel in wrestling (And I got the ol' 5150 for about a week), and things are tight, as I have to pay for some of my time in the ward. And I could not get out early because the state of Texas itself set the time. I actually weaseled out of another weekend at the place. The food was bad, I couldn't really do much most of the day and truthfully, it felt sad they tranquilized the youngest patient there to the point we would wake her up for stuff like dinner and bathroom breaks (That's right. No one goes back to the bathroom without permission or supervision). And honestly, I think it was right to haul me off. It helped a lot, even if I was bored and cold a lot (I passed on my squid empire book to a gal who had nothing with her).