Maybe this time I'll win....

Hi My name is Cat. The photo is of my ESA Jackson and his best little buddy Guinness.

For those of you that know me, you know my life on the outside appears good, but also know the inner demons I battle. I have always tried to be a good, kind person but things always se

em to happen. I've said to many that I must have been a horrible person in a past life and am now paying for those sins in this one.

All I really want is to be able to breath and sleep. I've never been "ahead" in the money game, but I know I need to be. I just need a little help to get me there. I have a new landlord. They increased my rent. I'm struggling to stay ahead. I can afford it, but not in one payment. I was trying to split the payments in two each month, but they aren't going for it. I still owe bit from May and then June is due on the 5th. If I don't pay it all, they will evict me. And this landlord is notorius for evictions.

I know I reached out to you all before when my car died about 5 years ago, and you were amazing. I am doing it one more time. I hope for the last time. Anything you can help with would be amazing. If I get enough, I can get caught up, pay a couple of other bills (and paybacks), and have a bit of a cushion to help me move forward, finally.

Asking friends and family is always the last step. I am at the last step. I chose the photo of Jackson and Guinness looking out the window because it accurately represents how I feel. We are never sure what is coming next.

Thank you everyone for listening and just being in my life.