Billy didn’t ask for this but he did ask for help and he needs it.
Those of you who know him love him and those of us who know him really well know the struggle that he has faced throughout his life with depression.
Below is Billy’s plea for help and I know it took a lot for him to admit he needs it. So let’s show Billy how much he means to us..... rainbow tutu and all.
This isn’t money for one of his crazy investment ideas (Unicorn banana hammocks), for him to tour with Motley Crue or even for a new rainbow tutu & unicorn yoga pants. This is money to heal Billys broken psyche and get him the help he needs. Put your money where your mouth is people and “Unicorn Up!”
Billys Words:
Ok. Listen up Linda’s:
I have attempted to make many videos about what I am going through. However, it’s hard to know what I am trying to tell you through the crying and panic attacks.
So here it goes.
I am in rehab currently. Got here yesterday. I have admitted myself due to how far gone I have become. While I don’t blame COVID, it did play a huge roll.
I had to detox before I could go to the treatment home. I will he being treated for PTSD and Bipolar and co-substance dependency (self medicating).
My life is an utter mess. I have lost everything. Even my family. I have nothing left.
I fell into a deep depression and last week nearly made a permanent decision. I have even planned out all the logistics so I wouldn’t be a burden.
Fortunately the thought of the devistation to my children gave me enough fuel to seek out help.
I am embarrassed
I am scared
I need help
Three phrases you will never hear me use.
Yet I am so scared right now. I am so embarrassed.
So I need your help.
I need your prayers. I need your thoughts. I need your vibes. I need your love.
I am so shattered. I am unable to help and carry others. Now it’s my turn to be catered to.
There is a final burden of finances. While nearly all of it is covered by insurance. I still have to find a way to raise $4000. I didn’t have time to make that happen cause this all happened in less than a week.
They told me I couldn’t do a lemon aid stand. So I’m fresh outta ideas.
I love you all like my next breath.
Thanks for being my friend. Thanks for caring about me. Thanks for showing me that I bring value from being alive.