ive never been so heartbroken and desperate. billie is suffering from blood infection and a heart murmur and she needs to be hospitalized. i noticed she wasn’t eating or drinking and that her skin had turned yellow. shes only 4 years old she has so much life ahead of her. she’s been the light of my life. she helped me through a terrible mental health crisis in highschool. she calms me down through my panic attacks. shes the sweetest most gentle love ive ever known. im not ready to say goodbye. anything at all helps. thank you so much.