Because it's my life, and good has yet to happen to me

By complete coincidence, I got asked this week "where did you go wrong?" In reference to the marketing strategy for my books. I knew what that answer was, but having just got off the phone with a bank and grovelling for a loan to keep me afloat again, I began to think, where did I go wrong? And the answer was staring at me in the face. I trusted someone I shouldn't have and as a result nearly worked myself to death, was trapped in a loveless marriage, and penniless without even a thought of assistance being thrown my way. I had been fooled for over a decade and for over $30000, all my debt and my cushion money taken by this person who just kept wanting more. And now I have to survive to next month so that my plans to rebuild have their chance