Words can’t express my heart aches and pain. The loss of a love one is painful but to lose your child is a different type of pain. A pain that only a mother can feel. Missing his smile, missing his voice even the smell of his shirt when I held him close. My son will forever be my baby and now the time has come for me to give him the peace he searched for. With your help we can give Barry the love and support he gave to others.