I am 44 years old, in October of 2013  I was diognosed with stage 1 invasive lobular carcinoma. I went through a lumpectomy and 6 weeks of radiation. Everything was going along good and in Jan. of 2016 I went in for a total hysterectomy. Upon removing all my female parts, my doctor discovered a tumor on my overt, which was breast cancer. I have since had a double mastectomy on Jan. 27 and was diognosed with stage 4 metastatic breast cancer. I am raising money to help with me traveling to do my chemo and radiaition treatments and also to help with our finances as I am unable to work.  This whole situation caught us off guard and we were not prepared...I thought I had beaten cancer. I never imagined I would be facing a terminal illness and I am very worried to say the least. I am in pain every day, as I have a tumor on my spine. I am unable to get around at all with taking pain medicine. I actually feel embarresed to be asking for help, I have too much pride but at this point...I am willing to swallow my pride. Thank you to anyone and everyone who is willing to help my family, I also do not have life insurance so what money is raised and is not used for our bills and such will be put aside in an account for my funeral expenses, I know it sounds terrible but my disease is not curable and it is terminal.