I'm writing this from a very vulnerable place and a place of prayer and receptivity


I have been in and out of chronic and debilitating pain for the past 5 years now.
This physical discomfort has stopped me from being able to dance without being in pain directly after,and it has made it hard to function on a day to day basis.most of my energy has been put towards healing myself and just trying to breathe deeply an transcend the pain.It started when I was 18 with an ER visit. The doctors didn't really know what was wrong with me until 6 months after that , I found out that I had a big cyst on my right ovary that had ruptured.2 years ago another hospital visit and large ruptured cyst with months of physical pain following it.it has taken a long time for me to talk about this publicly but I am in a place where I am ready to receive so that I can relax and heal faster.

Through this 5 year healing process I have learned how to heal myself through not drinking alcohol, caffeine ,sugar ,gluten/grains, and eating a diet that reduces inflammation in the body. This pain recently came back and i have been working with it since May.I'm realizing that just eating the right way is not enough for now. I saw a OBGYN doctor and he found that i have fluid in my pelvis that was causing serious inflammation of my organs ,and he found that i had multiple cysts on my ovaries.
I put all of my things in Los Angeles in a storage unit ,and am putting my creative projects to the side while I stay in Oregon to heal my body and be in the most nurturing  peaceful environment possible where I can rebirth and rejuvenate myself and see the doctors I know and have seen before.
Through this journey I have learned SO much and am ultimately grateful because this has caused me to be a very strong and deep person.
My whole family(who I don't really know very well) is in my hometown in Europe . (Having no familial support has turned me into one of the most ambitious hard working people I know) but it does make it harder in moments like these to feel supported in a relaxed way.
I am giving my self a month or two here to really truly listen to my body,cleanse and detox ,take lots of baths,spend time in nature ,get plenty of body/energy work  and see all of the best doctors ,but most importantly RELAX so that I can rejuvenate an recover properly and continue to be who I am growing into 

I'm raising 3000 to go towards already existing  medical bills, future doctors visits,massage / physical therapy,Epsom salt/healing things for my baths ,and medicine.

Anything counts and is so much appreciated ♡ 
I am ready to receive any financial assistance & healing so that I can continue to live my life and move on from the physical discomfort once and for all
Eternal gratitude
Thank you so much!