Going Blind & Back Surgery all Alone

Hello my name is Angela a 48 year old Canadian woman. I spent 4 years taking care of my Mom (she passed 2 years) and being a massage therapist for 15 years. Which took an awful toll on my body. Spinal stenosis, tears in both elbows and carpel tunnel. As well as a very rare autoimmune disease called PXE that is causing me to go blind (which scares the heck out of me) . I am a single woman who has always taken care of everyone else and now I need some help. Yes theres Government aide which is $600 a month in Ontario. No one can live off that. I get eye needles every month and back needles. For once in my life. I just want some peace of mind. I’ve been on my own since 16 I’m exhausted and tired of worrying about food and shelter it wears on your mental health something fierce. I’m a very hard worker. Just unable to work right now Even $5 helps. Thank you for listening