I am torn about this for a while now. It's one that I am not proud of; however, it's the truth. Ever since 9 years ago, I was diagnosed with a mental illness called bipolar disorder. I have battled this disease for years and thought I had a handle on it until the last 2 years when I haven't been stable the way I would like to be. Some of you know I struggle with it, and some have no clue as I hide it as best I can. I am not proud of it and how I have acted or the decisions I have made.

With all this being said, I am looking for help. I am looking to go to a rehab center to help with my mental health. I have been to many programs already, and it's time to find a place that will truly help me. My issue is the insurance I have through the state won't cover it, and it's a huge expense to go. Already struggling financially, this hurts me to ask for help, something I don't like doing, so here I am asking for your help! I know what I need in order to heal and get the help I need to get my mental health back! Thank you.