Fighting cancer with my baby

I wasnt supposed to have kids. My husband wasnt supposed to have kids. I had never thought of being a mommy was in my future, and my husband had given up after 5 years of trying. It was a very sad day when i was diagnosed with Hodgkins Lymphoma, a silent killer cancer. But i also received a little surprise. I was 6 weeks pregnant. Of course I didnt believe the nurses, but after the biopsy i went and saw my OB. I saw the my little miracle peanut on the screen and he gave me the will i needed to fight this battle. I will continue to fight through it for him. He wasnt given to me to be torn from me, he was my gift to help me through my struggle. Almost 19 weeks in and the battle is about to begin. Ive held off as long as i could for his sake. We will both come out survivors, we will fight through the next few months and I cant wait to bring him into this world and experience the feeling of motherhood and cancer remission. Ive stayed positive through the entire ordeal so far. Just a little longer lil one. Mama will not let anything happen to you. Im always here. I love you and cant wait to meet you.