Azevedo family needs help

Thank you for taking time out of your day and reading about me and my family. My name is John azevedo. I live in lodi ca and have a beautiful family of four. Im in desperate need of help. I have failed to provide. Lost my job and have burned through our savings. My wife and I have applied for help from states programs but are on a waiting list. I can not pay bills and things are out of control. We loosing our house. And don't know how long the power and internet for school will stay on with out payment. Im destroyed when my wife has tears in her eyes." What are we going to do for the kids xmas?" "How do I tell the kids?". I have never felt this worthless in my life. I am asking for help as a broken man father and husband. If there is anything any one can help with please. Thank you for reading about me and my family, and thank you for your help!