Corruption police abuse dirty watercvrup. FAMILY

Its aug 5ish 2025 (wrote a personal note that I heard disgusting over )

Never would i of thought that i'd end up at 43 years old and people within my country would get whats right and whats wrong mixed up and their involvments of getting this confused in life as acceptable behaviours. I been forced to see how common sence as some would say is a hopeful answer against those that experience the wrongful doings and no having to explain intentions only leads to show what kind of threats are real and current in my opinion. Being persuaded to think otherwise can only be done by explanations but seemingly no one else thinks so. This is wrong and has been for years in how its a game to strike fearful conclusions outa whats happened. So im saying it and hope to hear otherwise in time to come.

evidence or lack of or shit/ never thought this through/ isnt an excuse for what happened!!

~Horace Holt (Lestock Sk )(for some reason that came to my head and its true.. so in another way saying dont take pride in closure of anything people do these days)

It's March almost 2025. I'm on here now to sorta update. Alot of wrongs have taken place I'll say that. There was a day I cried in court. And yes I sent the fuggin flowers. That was it. I didn't promote any bad action or scams as I am proud to try do the right things in life and not strip the babies momma and kids of what I worked for and earned for them to enjoy. I say this cause there is alot of nothing but negative I been recieving and going through I'm gunna say from people that took a poke at robbing a family while I was being set up on Charges and more. All I can explain is my point of view. I shouldn't have to explain authorities or anyone one saying they are the good guys? I have been drained trying to remain positive in not positive situation. Was homeless up to 2021 and vehicles stripped away and all means to continue work successfully not to forget the panic that is still in me cause no answers and that is exactly what happened. When I was with my ex and kids our town took on a court case with the RM... All over money of course by sounds of things. And again I can't explain as I can only speculate between deal of casino/RM/oilfield all wanting access to the area. That much I know 100%... Since early 2019 I was snow longer part of the area as issues between me and spouse got to a point where we separated. Since then WOW wth are some yeas proud?. I can't put words in other people mouths and or great ideas. But any of yeas think it's not a game to those that are 1st hand dealing with a crisis situation.? I don't want to carry on much more cause I'll ramble today. To my know some Shaddy crap has tak n place and I had no part of it. I am actually more hurt knowing how I have been attacked and screwed over even if those that had part of it wanna say that wasn't intentions. It's what took place. If u don't have good I lntentions folks honestly I don't have the ability to entertain any yeas. I am a pretty nice person and let's last impressions are known not just by myself. I am living in hell cause suppose to accept it as normal to be screwed over and repeat attempts and repeat attempts. It's criminal and if u can't say how ur helping then u ain't helping, u plotting. So still to this day I'm trying to pick myself up and work with what I have. And thats a world of people that think they funny or something. That's honest. This fundraise I started to try get legal counsel and save what I had left like my vehicles for work. And then more n more n more. What organization takes lead for victimizing.? That's my honest question. .... I'm suppose to be dead over this. Anyone wanna say "oh I knew u wouldn't die". Or "wish u would" ? So highlight how bad it's been. Since June 2019 to current all that's taken place makes a guys past wish I never woke up that day cause it's only been a whirl wind of hell since and ignorant behaviours and attitudes. And misleading to try get any support and singled out. Why? I'm gunna say from some awsome planning of some manipulative people and frauding as the days went on. And still. Cause I know my second hand devices have ignorant people monitoring em and pretending they dead people now by what I think is decibels messing around or entering private spaces with no permissions. All I know is when I flick the breakers off .. no more bs from pretend dead people... So what again u try make me out to be looking like a bad guy? My guess it's been yeas all along.

Dec 29 2024

Okay so I just tried making a post but I'll make it again soon. I'm going to be doing all accounts and getting rid of all devices I've had cuz the second hand and to my knowledge people are just playing head games and I think it's funny to interfere people's lives and ignore real issues that aren't supposed to be normal in everyday living. Including what I've gone to. So still to this day I got people being fake and trying to set issues up. That's really cool considering all the other issues I've taken place seemingly been ignored or blocked and it's not right. So I'll be doing all accounts. I'm getting rid of my devices soon. So thanks Phil's the people and I hope you're proud of yourself's. Remember I had nothing to lie about and I ain't the monster you showed me what monsters are.

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today is March 9 2024. just got access to the page again so gonna try post a bit of updates.. the goal for fundraiser (ignore it)

I have this fundraiser to try post what happened and reasons why are only speculations as I cant speak for other people but myself. its hard to post updates when seemingly I gain access when suppose to be visiting and when alone I seem to not be able to gain access. hence issues with devices and accounts. so as an update.. I'm alive and trying to get on track after a bunch of life's pleasures has taken place. for paperwork and letter I have sent out by mail and online. Responses are non existent. and have been homeless and such. I guess where I'm at currently is lost in what else a guy is suppose to do. so guna try get myself back on track with life. I'll try post more when I can gain access when alone and not visiting. I have went through a lot of account and phone numbers over past years cause seemingly impossible to keep anything goin smoothly. thanks for family and some good friends

July 28ish 2025 update suppose to be to gfm. But whatever i guess eh.

So I was goin to update gfm. And am now as rest isbpasted from notes i just wrote. But ho stay after the fuckery I dont even know what to think.. im goin To leave it like this. Its 2025 now . Still to this day being screwed with. Y... idk.. maybe mad that I get mad about whats happened? Who knows.... i am in lestock sk living now after no place in lloyd to go to. I wont be moving back unless I get a place but then work is also idk...life has been shitty. Has it been that bad that people are really idiots and always teyingbto be confrontational and set a guy up... this had to of been an attack. To a smaller city... imo. But anyways.. I am sure it won't be taught to not speak up if there are issues... so I am sure I did all I could legally.. and over and over. And over. These days it seems people like to fk people over or is it that they want all this to go away? Why id ask? I have had hell of a time keeping devices and account's and numbers and vehicles and all I owned. Songbook hope one day the truth gets heard for what it is.. I am trying convince myself the 4 cops in 2019 went overboard and knew it especially by removing my cuffs when ambulance was in route... so goin overboard and still not even a sorry. This makes me wonder.....but not all cops are seemingly evil as hell. I think they are stuck in weird times where things arw different. So im gunna leave the updates and all the way they are. Hopefully one day we see if deleted or if not... I still struggle with the fact guess they not issues? I know i didnt imagine the crap.. but also hope people been useing whatever to rob folks? I feel like I had a hit on me.. and why? What the hell would anyone call it?.. I worry for my kids everyday and babies momma. I still care for her.. and im haunted by everyone thinkjnv shits funny... so this hurts. Alone considering everythjng else . I am one guy that dont turn pc of shit on dope. Nor encourage stupid shit or bad action. So why is it happening all around? Seems. Some folks really tried to burry me? I like to ask why and call bs on any excuse. I think its more like people overhearing and or misusing info they gain by ways I coupsnt do as im not tech smart.. I just know shits wrong... tossed in and out of jail and leading to loosing all I had and all I took for work purposes when I was living outa my truck. Now I seen alot of what I would not accept from freinds doin Behind my back. And even though different ways to look at things.. Who could I trust with my life.. myself. Always. And anyone wanna say I pit there's in danger? U are lying sacks of shit. And some people should be bringing it up as I have e about councilors talking to youth in time to come cause the stupid behaviors. Being encouraged and rewarded? Just from what I saw.

3FLT. MY NAME IS HORACE HOLT and I will still encourage to anyone if there are issues and somethings not right to do something about it.. my situation has been different and restricted or idled to allow for makjng me to look whatever... when really alls I wanted to do was try start over and build another home. For me and kids. Well its been torment and all know it that involved.

Im guess people will want to pretend like shit never happened.. I can't unfortunately. What I'm gunna do? Who fuckimg knows now is the real thoughts and it'll all work out seems to be fading away with the years of the utmost things taking place and I know this.. I didn't make a pint to have enemies in the past. So all the remarks and everything. Really needed and im the bad guy? I know i ain't. And honestly do t even know if j can apply for work now seeing as I have to go forward with what happened and explain it the best I can along with the voices. A logical person knows better.. and so do I... and besides that I would risk sabatoging shit now. That's my 100 thoughts about it. I myself really believe in what I do and how I handle myself. Im sorry alot obviously don't. Like is said I dont know what I'm gunna do.. but for now. Staying close to the folks and trying to enjoy visits with all else unanswered and still being judged? Really? All that happened never should of. That i know. So if anyone reads this later.. all the stuff and more on my files are true and happened. There is alot more but too much to keep track of while being dismantled. 7 years would been alot better working and having money to put towards a home. Like in my case was badly needed. I ain't giving up.. and hope there are more out there looking for predetors and people that like to use folks to whatever in life. I try push folks away now. For many reasons. And I would say something but the. It'll be opposite later. So how about rhsi anyone. Golden rule of life. Look it up.. should have my name there as gullible vulnerable goof. I say this in regards to none yeas live by this that been Fkn around.. I do. Why im so pissed. I worry more now then ever fir safety of younger generation and know I should t have to but maybe its just cause im being focused on for speaking up.? ........ Should yourselves. I have nothing to hide nor ashamed of now for goofs to use to hide the point of their intentions from any explanation of truth goin back to 2017 and to current. Im hopeing one day the eight shit will haplen and get picked up by a lawyer. That's about all I can hope for. Any other issues folks? I'd say well quit pointing at me. Cause I dont go start issues. That's 100.. I take extreme. Caution to be able to say this today and proud for not being an asshole. Cause people will tey forget what they can read wrongly of course off others. Its manipulating /lying/sabatoge at the worst it seems... so im waiting for a call to work.. Will i vet it. Who knows . I had to pass on a ministry highways job in pa cause all issues with vehicles and anything I leave outa my view the. All a sudden its fucked up? This been my life and one day someone will make since of it.. it seems peolle failed ro do the right things and unless benefits them they turn back and ignore? That ain't right.. just saying. For the setbups that took place... im still alive.. and for some damn reason I hope people are ok.. I think canada would be better off gojn to a point i know they did already but reassessing the way conning and or people seemingly being trapped or tricked Into dion badaction is normal and tolerated wven for programs or an organization to lie or benefit is wrong. Im referring to peopel with the means to bribe... but then people being tucked I to subconsciously forced to help or die? I did something different and ghnna find out if this was a goof move. To me i would say qorsa but would hurt feeling of anyone involved... but I am definitely a victim and hope this improves drastically across canada. Responsibility and accountability need to be sharpened up... and no gray areas. That's my honest opinion for the way people have been bending rules and yet legally not allowed. But filling emsleves they arw allowed? Im referinh to my place here in lestock and whats happened and now they are voices that mock other voices and tey physcologiqvlly induce mental strain.. success good job.. thats it and ltr

~Horace Holt

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