After a long year of hospital stays and illnesses, my Mom passed away this morning. She was in her bed and home. I didn’t realize that she had a faint heartbeat because she was so cold, but paramedics tried to revive her but couldn’t. Today was my parent’s anniversary and I am certain they are reunited and celebrating it in heaven along with my other relatives who have passed on also. I’m overwhelmed and in shock right now. The expenses are as follows, and any kind of help is greatly appreciated and good karma!

$1268 cremation

Opening fee $540

Urn $350

Service be there $200 at cemetery to be there for burial and if Dienra’s

Memorial service $825

was a paid caregiver for her , and now my job is gone and her SSI is gone and that means around $4000 less income a month. I have no idea how I’m going to pay the mortgage and home equity this week. I’m going to need a full time job asap to keep house. I’m panicky.