This is something that I would never do, but I feel like I have no other choice in my life right now. Im barely getting through typing this. This past year has been very hard, not only with my health but with Quinny’s health as well. He developed a disease called DM, which is a disease of the spine. Basically, he has gone paralyzed in his back end. There is no cure for this disease, and eventually, it will progress into his front legs as well. He’s 9 years old and my everything!!!! I have been helping him for months now, and he’s just getting to the point where he doesn’t want to get up anymore, and I’m being so selfish by keeping him here with me. I know I need to stop this suffering, and I am just holding on to every second I can with him. Those who know me know that this dog means everything to me, and when he goes to heaven, I am going to be LOST. But right now, I have no funds. Everything has been so hard since I stopped working due to my 7 surgeries I’ve had, 3 over the last 3 years. And here I lay at midnight, awake, thinking about what am I going to do. I am not the type of person to ask for help, nor do I like to. I know everyone has their own problems, and life for everyone is hard. I just don’t know where to turn. I hate this! My heart is completely shattered over him. He was the best thing that ever happened to me in my life, and I owe him a proper and humane ending. He’s my world and my heart. ❤️ He has brought so much happiness to my life for the last 9 years. My best friend and my child! Life will never be the same for me. But thank you to anyone who helps, even just a little. It means the world to me! And I thank you from the bottom of my heart!