A.r.f.i.d eating disorder

Hello my name is Thomas I've had an eating disorder for 35 years now and float between float between 8/9 stone in weight, it took doctors until I was 33 years old to diagnose me with a.r.f.i.d, I have never eaten fruit veg or meat products as my diet consists only of toast and cereal and very few selective pack of crisps or jelly's, I've tried all sorts of doctors since childhood who's best advice was to starve me and eventually ill eat or others asking me to turn to religion as many of them haven't got a clue what there doing unless they are prescribing anti depresents, after many years of searching I have found a specialist, hypnotherapist (Claire hegarty) who is the only person who has given me encouragement that one day I could sit down and have a meal with my family, unfortunately I cannot afford the year of therapy it will take, so as a last chance hit and hope I'm asking for your help