Hi my names Michael I'm a recovering alcoholic that's just turned 13 years sober though the 12 steps of alcoholics anonymous.

The mother to my daughter started the same journey as me (aa) and quit, she thought she'd be ok! Five years after dropping her program of recovery and at my daughters age of two and a half, she went back out ( relapsed- drugs and alcohol )

She's dumped me 3 times and all 3 times was because I had changed and she not.

The last time she propositioned me for sex.

After turning her down, she hooked up with a dysfunctional broken boy ( not a man ) that was from no fixed abode.

I'm currently keeping my mouth shut when it comes to her and her conduct.

Action can only be taken when a story is corroborated.

Also she's the woman that helped me get sober and I can't injure her for the sake of being right.

The main thing that gives me strength and patience is - I know her childhood was terrible and her role model was crazy, on drugs, alcohol and all forms of abuse and constantly told her there was no God:(

I'm here to prove there is and that's the only way I could go though what I've gone though. Let go and let God.

I'm in need of a cash injection.

Maintaining my sobriety with public transport while being signed off sick with mental health issues has become very difficult and stressful.

In the last year, I have influenced two women to join the fellowship and to drop the destructive addiction and seek a new life without the obsession and compulsion of alcoholism.

This is a long shot - hoping my earned good karma comes back ❣️❣️

Love to all that are struggling‍❣️