Please anything helps!! Just a m out here trying to make it

My name is Amber and this is the hardest thing to do. To get to the point where you need help but don't want to ask because I feel embarrassed, but I need help. I have 4 children who depend on me and I feel like I'm letting them down because all I earn is going straight to bills. I'm almost back to work but I just ended some help right at this moments. Please and thanks

When my mom died in May, I got behind on some bills because while in Louisiana when she was in the hospital I was off work and survived off my savings during the time i was in louisiana and I just can't seem to catch completely up. By the time I get it paid, it's due again. I lost my job last month and this month has been exceptionally hard dealing with family stuff.

I have nobody to turn to, no family besides my mamaw who has helped me as much as she can,. I have been applying everywhere and am waiting on four background checks to come back, but it's a waiting game and bills don't wait. I've been working part-time taking care of a lady who had a stroke and doing some side jobs for her parents, but that's barely been getting me by. Every dime I make I split between all my bills and it's just getting harder.

I should find out the results of one of my background checks Monday, but even still, that's another week or two before I'd get my first check. I am not asking for anyone to feel sorry for me as I will eventually be okay, but I do need help because im barely keeping my head above water. I'm begging anyone who can help, please, any amount helps. I'll show the receipt as soon as I get it paid. The behind on most everything. I will use every bit of this for bills and car.

I'm sorry to even have to ask. I am desperate because I'm trying to keep my head on straight and it feels like the world is against me and I'm just trying to survive one day at a time until I get back to work full-time. Please, please help me.