Allegras second major surgery this year ...

Hey all my friends and loved ones I have so much gratitude in advance. January eighth 2023 ..I suffered from a perforated intestine that leaked into my lower region I  immediatley went into emergency surgery I was diagnosed with accute diverticulitis.I went into septic shock and almost lost my life.I had a open wound of 13 inches and a colostomy bag put on to save my life.After 10 days in ICU, I woke up and life as I had known it was forever changed!! I was in the hospital for 2 months and 7 months of home nursing .This left me unable to work a job propely I suffered through major depression and suicidal thoughts.I was approved in October for a Ostomy reversal which is a blessing and a gift from god.I am filled with anxiety and hope.I will be reopened surgically and be in the hospital yet again.It is a mix of the bitter and the sweet .They will also repair a peristomal hernia .I have been through so much and without the ability to work for a few months to fully heal. I will not be able to take care of myself. I am humbled right now and it is so hard to ask for help.With all gratitude and love any donations are so appreciated with all my heart. This help will enable me to be able to heal and come back to a life that I have forgotten how to live through so much trauma and pain.It is so hard to be where I am.To ask for help is humiliating but so necessary for me to be able to be myself .A random act of kindness for those in need bring us closer to God. The help from family and friends is the only way I have and can survive right now.I love you all so much woth all my ❤️ heart

Your Allegra