Aid Needed for a Second Surgery from Devastating Assault

July 17th, 2024, I was drugged and brutally raped by something who lived in my building. They ripped my whole entire breast implant into under my pectoral muscle. It connected and caused a staphylococcus infection, which almost killed me. i couldnt barely move for 3 months the mastectomy was on August 10th, 2024. Im devastated. No club in the world will hire me, now, and i cant model. I danced for 17 years total, since 2003. Its impossible now. Looking in the mirror is a nightmare. I have sever Complex and anxiety and very severe depression, which almost caused an 8th suicide attempt. I had to have a wound vac a few days during my 10 day hospital visit, Aug 7- August 17th, and had an open wound with a traveling nurse for 2 months. Surgical restrictions for 2 months, couldn't go anywhere for 6 plus weeks. Had to ask for help with food bc i couldnt even go to the meal sites or food pantries. I was home bound for a month b4 that bc he hurt me so bad and it swelled up. I have an inverted nipple w no implant and a 3 inch gash. I dont know how i havent lost my mind, attempted suicide, or gotten revenge. I have a dog for emotional support since October and shes a life saver. Please help me. Im begging wo shame. I will add more to the story.