Aid in Rebuilding a Life and Starting Over

Update: I have been able to gain a little bit with the help from all of you. I am very appreciative and I am hopeful for the future with your support. I am only about 3.67% there and it is getting me excited for anymore support that might come. I am still in need but I am feeling a little bit better with all of your help.

Thank you so much and if you are curious about what is still going on, read the original post below.

Original Post: I am 31 years old and I just dealt with an abusive situation with a narcissistic abuser. I took out a loan and racked up much more debt just to live near this individual. I have ended up unable to afford basic essentials and I am on the verge of being homeless. It probably sounds like it is all my fault but I could use any help anyone can supply. I am not sure if anyone will help me with my case, but it has been a rough experience these last few years.

I have never been able to succeed much in my life and I have struggled for years to get a bit of success in my life. My abuser has taken away a lot of my support system and they have made me out to be the bad person in all of this.

To be honest, my story is as follows. I have dealt with depression and suicidal tendencies since I was young. I have been single my entire adult life and I am trying to show the world what I can do. But I have been struggling to hold down a job for years. I have constantly been on the move and I have had support from family and friends at times as well. I do all I can to be a good person and to be kind to all who I meet. I especially have tried to make good friends and good choices, but in recent years it has all started to backfire. I love this life, but I am unsure I will be able to survive in it much longer if my life continues as it is.

If you want to know more about me, I was raised one of five children. I am from the Midwest of the USA originally. I have a degree in Business Management. I have experience working in many different fields, ranging from sales to landscaping, and corrections to data center work.

I just had to move because of my abusive situation and I have had to make a lot of changes lately. I am trying to find a new job as well as my current employment is contract-based employment.

I am probably the last person anyone would want to help but I wish I could get even a little bit of help to ensure I can survive this life.

Any help is appreciated and I will be ever thankful.