Aid Family Facing Son's Unexpected Death

My Wife and I lost Our Son To suicide ... He was dealing with so many Traumas from Physical to mostly Mental... then of course self medicating with Drugs... Wife was in the process of finally getting him on a path of Health n' Healing but He must have already made his mind up... I can only respect his Choice... As the phone rang yesterday and the News was presented While in shock I looked down to see my Odometer Reading 45,000 on the nose... with my knowledge of Numerology being also a sign and message to me to share that He was Sound in his Decision and Now is FREE also Worked out the Heaviest of Karma being the remaining Zeros... I'm at peace knowing he is in a good place... just have to get past this DEEP Pain all the while fighting the urge to fall into guilt of the should of's... would of's...Could of's...