Aid Courtney in Honoring Cat Wayne Gacy's Memory

Hi my name is Courtney, and I’m here today to ask you for support during the worst time of my life. In 2016, I adopted my soul cat, Cat Wayne Gacy. His original name was prince which always made me giggle. He went on to be the most cat like dog I’ve ever met. He begged, he drank from the toilet and he greeted everyone who came thru the door. He was raised by the dogs, so he was basically a cat-dog. There will never be a cat that would compare to him. He loved laying in the sunny spot on the porch belly up, his tinted red hair glistening. He napped many naps, and ate many French fries, his favorite. He loved and kissed you( licked you to death ), oh what I’d do for another sand paper kiss. I want to rub his soft belly and touch his toe beans. I want to squeeze him. Unfortunately our time together has ended as of 6pm 8/10/2924 abruptly. It was a horribly, traumatic event for both he and I. He was attacked by dogs, I gave all my fight and did all I could do to save him but it wasn’t enough. My sweet Kee went limp in my arms. It just keeps replaying in my head, what I could’ve, should’ve done differently. I failed him and I am riddled with guilt. I have missed a week of work now because I’m absolutely devastated. I also had him cremated w/ Faithful Companions, which was the best experience as it could be regarding the circumstances. Even in death things are not free, by taking this course I was able to pay respects and honor him as he should be. However it did cost me pay from work as well as the fee to cremate.. As you can imagine, losing a pet is hard enough in itself, however being so involved in such a violent death has forever changed me. I am traumatized and shook to the core. I am numb, I am angry, I am devastatingly sad. Sadder than I’ve even been in my entire life. He did not deserve this. He was only 9, my son is forever 9. I still can’t believe this is real. I failed him and I and I’ll never forgive myself. If you could find it in the kindness of your heart to donate to missed pay from work as well as the cremation services, no amount is too little and it would elevate another heavy burden during this life changing time.

thank you for taking time to read this.

please hold your fur babies tight for me.