My name is Christopher Pound, in the last year 2 years I have been hit with one health problem after another, prior I would tattoo for a means to cover my bills , groceries etc, 2 months ago almost, my duodenum separated, prior to that I have been in the doctors office for countless sinus and ear infections, and many many other issues, well it was about a week ago , I was taken by ambulance to the emergency room, I couldn’t breathe, I can a blockage, a large mass or growth on my voice box, currently I have a trachea tube and have seen two surgeons, I’m literally on 15 different medications, they say this actually would account for my other conditions, most make me shake and tremble, I have lost 60 lbs, down from my average weight, unable to cover my bills now , I have exhausted all my savings and I worry as I now started falling behind in everything, I’ve started selling my possessions just to pay for the inflated price of groceries, thanks sleepy joe , also my insurance covers a month of trachea supplies I need, they sent two weeks worth and suggested I clean and reuse single use disposable items, like my cannulas . I’m starting to worry, I’m having panic attacks, with everything going on with me, I’ve been feeling how an old dog does when it wanders off to a far out of the way corner, I’m tired, I can’t even think if I get worse, I don’t even have enough to pay my final expenses anymore , desperate times are embarrassing, I’m feeling as if I’m being a lesser man, I don’t know, I’m just struggling and stressed