Help me get away from the abuse

Hi, my name is baroquebetch and I am a TikTok creator. My content is sharing my life and experience as a person who has suffered both child abuse and sexual assault with the goal of helping educate and bring awareness to these issues, and to help those going through similar situations to feel heard and less alone. I try to provide a safe space to connect with others and learn about these forms of abuse while also sharing my healing process as I do my best to overcome the challenges that I have faced.

A year and a half ago I went no contact with my abusive parents, but I did not realize at the time that my mom was stalking me. In the last few weeks I have had a group of people driving around my apartment all day and night, revving their engines, honking their horns, and shining their lights through my window. My mail has been stolen, they put sugar in my car transmission and messed with my seatbelt and license plate. These people have followed me when I tried to leave my apartment, boxing my car in and harassing me on the road, even following me to the bank and all coming inside at the same time. My wifi has been hacked and all of the passwords changed multiple times. They have accessed my phone camera and microphone and watched me when I thought I was alone in my apartment. One of the reasons I don’t have a relationship with my mom is because she makes fake Facebook profiles and joins groups of people to tear others down, I just never imagined that my mom would use her manipulation to hurt me like this, after I thought I had finally gotten away from the abuse.

I have been trying to make it through this by myself because that is what I have always done, but I don’t know what to do anymore. I am scared. I am staying in another location but I still have to pay my bills. There are a lot of legal fees involved as well, because part of all of this is that my identity has been stolen. My credit score has gone down about 200 points in the last few weeks.

I am so sorry to have to ask for help, and please know that I am still working and trying my best to make ends meet. If you have any extra money and are able to help me get out of this situation I would be so grateful!