My Healing Journey

First of all, I want to say thank you to everyone who has been supporting me as I've been navigating choppy waters.

For those of you I haven't had the chance to connect with yet about this, I recently found out that I have two masses and several lumps on my breasts, ovaries and neck that need further investigation.

During this same period, I have been diagnosed with rheumatoid arthritis, a neurological disorder, a speculated heart condition and other autoimmune disorders.

The more I speak with doctors and tune into what's going on inside my body, the more I realize how long I’ve been bypassing my health and not taking the steps required to address the core of these wounds – which probably have their roots in my adolescent years and have only gotten progressively worse over time which has manifested into health challenges.

And at the end of the day, I am incredibly grateful for the loudness of these symptoms, giving me no choice but to get to the root of my emotional and physical trauma to bring my body back into alignment with who I've always meant to be. I really do trust that this is all happening for the highest good!

At the same time, it's extremely vulnerable for me to share this, I don’t have access to the financial resources (and my usual health insurance back home) required to pay for the all specialists, biopsies, trauma therapy and all the needed therapeutics required to address both the manifesting symptoms and the underlying psychological and physical cause of these symptoms.

My deepest desire right now, beyond the healing of my body, is to have the energy required to get back to living my purpose. I miss being able to give in the way I want to give and having the energy for all the things I care deeply about.

For those who are wondering why I’m not able to financially support myself through this time, the reality of chronic fatigue, PTSD, amongst other variables, has definitely hindered money-making opportunities. However, I feel very determined to get well, align my health, finances and purpose and return to vitality as soon as possible.

I dont feel I can go on with this current existence of chronic exhaustion for too much longer. I have been suffering quietly for quite some time because I've been prioritizing wanting to be the bright light in everyone’s life, but the irony is that, because I haven't prioritized my health, I've become incredibly depleted, down and dull feeling (on the inside especially).

I haven't got my green card yet so, at the moment, I can't get back home to my health care team. I'd love to raise enough as urgently as possible to be able to start attending all my appointments, therapies and all the necessary healing modalities etc.

So I’m calling on you, my American fam for support. And while that’s been a struggle for my ego, it’s also an incredible opportunity for me to be reminded that I’m not alone in this :)

The fact that I can even call upon people for support like this is totally miraculous and I’m so honored to know you, Thankyou family!

With all of my love and gratitude from the bottom of my heart,

Charlie Travers x