"Hi, my name is Melody, and I am an alcoholic." This is how I start my meetings, and it is the truth that has defined my life for the last decade. Between 2015 and today, I have lost almost everything: great jobs, my car, and most painfully, the trust of those I love.

In 2023, I was given a miracle. I became pregnant with my daughter, Leia. By the grace of God, I remained sober throughout my pregnancy, and she was born healthy on March 18, 2024. But as many in recovery know, a "turning point" isn't a magic wand. Trapped in a toxic, co-dependent relationship, I found myself slipping back into old patterns.

This past February, I hit my absolute bottom. After a domestic dispute that resulted in my arrest, I spent three days in a jail cell. I spent those days praying, not just for my release, but for freedom from the addiction that had kept me a prisoner for years. Since my release, I have taken action.

I joined AA the following Monday after I was released, and I am proud to say that I am 3 months sober. At this time, I am focusing on my daughter’s needs, including her speech therapy and ongoing evaluations, as well as working through the Children’s Court system to ensure a safe, stable home for my daughter.

While I am doing the hard work of recovery, I am currently drowning financially. The transition to a sober, independent life is a steep climb, and I am at risk of losing the basic necessities I need to keep my daughter safe and comfortable.

At this time, my electricity is scheduled for shut off on the 14th if $1,140 is not paid. The high amount is a result of years of neglect while battling my demons, of which I am deeply ashamed and while I am currently receiving government assistance, it simply isn't enough to make ends meet while I look for work and tend to Leia's various therapies.

Asking for help is the hardest thing I’ve ever done, but I am doing it for her. Every dollar donated will go directly toward keeping our lights on and building the sober, safe future my daughter deserves.

Thank you for reading, for your prayers, and for believing that recovery is possible. God bless you all.

PS If the donation fee is a little too high here, I also have a Venmo @Cherie-Villa