A Mother's Plea After Tragic Events

The last two and a half years of my life have been chaos and destruction. On mother's Day 2 years ago my husband of 14 years and father of all four of my children left me. He left me for my best friend at the time, and methamphetamine. About 8 months after that, I met someone who I gave the rest of my heart to. He ended up committing suicide in December, and I was the one who found him. I'm dealing with a lot of trauma from that. On top of that, the landlord at that home evicted me. I was on a month to month lease so I wasn't given an adequate reason as to why, but it's common knowledge that it was because of my spouse having hung himself in the garage. In the midst of that eviction, I bought a trailer home. Prior to purchasing this home, I asked my state DHHS worker if the department would be able to help me with first month's rent as I was spending every cent that I had on the home. She said that wasn't going to be an issue, to create a budget with my family support worker and turn it in and they would help. My family support worker and I did this, I was ignored for nearly two weeks, and then my DHHS worker said that the department had changed their mind and they were not going to help. I had asked her prior to purchasing the home because I did not want to end up in a situation that I'm in now. I am now two months behind on rent and there is no light at the end of the tunnel here. On top of that, I've been living without water for over a week due to a leak underneath my home. Both the property manager and the family support worker in question can vouch for this situation. Said family support worker tried to stand up for me, by saying, in her own words, but the state was railroading me and setting me up for failure, and she was promptly fired. I have exhausted all options, reached out to every organization locally, and I don't know what to do now aside from throw in the towel. I'm ready to give up. I have no friends, and I have no family in the area. No one to help me. I'm entirely alone here and I'm not sure what to do next ; this is my last option. I'm begging my community, those of you reading, please help me

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