I swear since 2023, when my brother went to jail, my life has been just crap. My first day of nursing school, I didn’t get to see my brother off; that messed me up. I lost 2 jobs I had for 3 plus years and was good at what I did. I didn’t give up. I continued to go on even though anxiety had taken over my life like crazy. I felt like I had no help, then Mariam started helping me out, taking so much off my plate with my kids. Fast forward, she passed away at the beginning of this year. I went into a deep depression. Still walked around with a smile on my face and didn’t give up. Had nurse staff try and break me down at Greenville Tech, told me I don’t have a disability, etc., was just trying to make me feel dumb. I still fought until I failed out of nursing school. I applied for a new school; giving up just was not an option, and I knew I would be a good nurse, especially after being a medical assistant for 7 years. I knew so much in the healthcare field. So I applied to an ABSN program in GA, not knowing it was pricey and I would be teaching myself. I would be away from my family days to weeks at a time. Still holding faith, lost another job, had the car repossessed from me. Fast forward, started school, my 2nd brother went to jail, and that caused me to lose faith again because I felt like I needed to be there to figure things out for him. Trying to take tests but my family is on my mind heavily 2.5 hours away. Fast forward, here we are days away from me going back to school, and the devil is busy. I am stuck with a heavy bill, no help, no resources, so at this point, if anybody knows any loans that I may apply for, and in loans, I’m saying school loans that don’t care about credit. I am 6 months away from having my BSN and the devil is on me heavy. I go to church every Sunday, I pray. I hold onto my faith, but I’m just lost right now. And before anybody brings up my parents, their money is their money, and they choose to do what they want with it, and helping me right now is not an option for them. So I’m asking for resources that I can do myself. I have until January 7th to come up with $13,000 or take out a school loan. I’ve tried all student loans possible and have been denied.