- J
Dear friends❤️family,
I never imagined I’d be writing something like this, especially the WHY I’m writing it, but life has a way of surprising and humbling us, and here I am, asking for support as my son and I navigate this unexpected and heartbreaking transition… a new beginning.
Just over a month ago, my life completely unraveled.
Like, a wrecking ball came and knocked my soul right out of my body kind of unraveled.
Without warning, and to my absolute shock, my husband of 10 years abruptly left our marriage to pursue a very sudden relationship in the Czech Republic, with a woman that he met online.
.. after only just 2 short weeks with her, he came back to announce that he is in-love with her and going back.
He is there now.
And just like that, this decade collapsed like dust, as if the universe just snapped its finger!
“ And so it is! “
Myself and my son, were literally discarded in the most disregarded way.
It. Was. Just. Over.
No real conversations. No real closure. Just weird…
It’s still so surreal.
… a sudden end to the life we built together, and to the home/sanctuary we’ve been diligently building for years… and a magical love that I believed and trusted in and never imagined would end.
My son and I will soon be leaving everything behind…
a beautiful container that held our community, our mountain sanctuary, our friends, our family, the pack, Luna, Kaiya, & Bo are about to get separated after years of protecting the land, together, the bonfires, and campfire songs and ceremony magic, sweet cacao, game nights and movies …the tobacco all over the table, and white elephant Christmas’s…and the dishes…. The never ending dishes! …
ALL the moments that made it ‘our home ‘, our family. As dysfunctional as it could be. Lol
It has been its own sacred container indeed and a chapter that I truly, hold so dear to my heart.
So much life was lived here, moments of joy, challenge, connection, and growth held in one sacred
…and also, will sadly be rehoming our two kitties, who have been with us for 11 years.
Layer two of the death process.
( Feels like the hardest day is still yet come … cherishing all of these last days with them. )
To make matters more complicated, we do not have a reliable car.
So that’s also on the radar.
On a positive note, we’ve joined Trusted Housesitters, a global exchange that allows us to care for homes and animals in return for a place to stay.
While it’s not a paying gig, it does offer all the basic amenities we need, a place to sleep/cook/shower.
A place to sit with what’s next? Considering taking pets/plants and finding a place of purpose own.. but this is back up security.
This GoFundMe is a call for assistance to help us land softly as we are literally starting over.
Your donations will go toward:
• A reliable vehicle
• Housing costs
• Travel expenses (gas, food, car repairs, etc.)
• Storage unit costs
• Daily essentials while we see what on earth Spirit has in store for us!
All that being said,
we are moving forward with grace, courage, trust and a knowing that there is something beautiful afoot… and Spirit has our backs!
This, I know.
The WHAT is the big mystery of the day?
Thank you❤️
With love and gratitude,
Ángela and Krü❤️
✨✨May every seed of your giving bloom into a thousand blessings in your life. ✨✨ -a♥️


